|My only friend... and I can do nothing
||[26 Jun 2003|09:24pm]
Now that I'm back, I don't see why I left in the first place.
I left in order to find myself... to figure out exactly what I'm doing and why. Garbage, I know. And I paid for it dearly. Matthias is with him. I don't exactly know who 'he' is, but I know he's apparently someone I'm "working" for. I gave Epyon, as promised. All plans for Epyon and the program in it, are ready. There is nothing more I can do.
And now he's gone. The only friend I had... the one person who saw me as a human being, not a bomb about to go off... gone, and I can do nothing about it.
Please, I'm begging anyone, help him. Not only is he a friend and a reliable assistant, but I've always seen him as a brother...an irritating one at times, but a brother nonetheless. It's truly pathetic of me to ask for help like this...but...
I beg of you. Help him. An innocent boy who by fate's cruel joke, ended up with a person like me.