| Current mood: |  drained |
I...lost...
And I didn't even get a scratch...
It happened so quickly...I injured him so badly...but he knocked me off my feet and disarmed me...his victory...
yet at the same time...I won...because...
Heero's suffering blood loss...if the doctors don't find a way to stop the blood soon...I have them working nonstop to figure out a way to stop it...
I fear he's dying...
This is just so surreal...who would ever think that I was trying to save the life of the one I aimed to kill? But if he dies, it would be unjust. After all, the deal was that I can only take his life if *I* won the duel.
But I didn't.
And now, I'm sitting at my office, because I've been placed her, away from any weapon that may potentially do me harm...while he's in there, probably dying of blood loss.
You know, I don't think he even TRIED to kill me...
So why the hell did I pull that stunt?
Why the hell did I cause all of this...? I've seen people die, dying, suffering before but...
...I'm scared.
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